Aku jadi abu

Senja yang mendadak jadi kelabu
Menandakan bahwa aku sudah jadi abu

Tanpa hati
Rasa yang asa
Perjuangan tak ada arti
Berpluktuasi leluasa

Kapan nanti aku hilang
Lagi
Tak berarti berulang
Mati

Yang enggan jadi berang
Yang dingin jadi perang

Tak bertulang
Sampai nanti aku pulang
Tetap tak bertulang


Senja yang mendadak jadi kelabu
Menandakan bahwa aku sudah jadi abu.

Safira Rinaldy/5 Oktober 2012/Jogjakarta

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